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FML! never gonna get out…

how did i get there? i know the answer. but how do i prevent myself from getting there again? that’s a more difficult question, but again, i know the answer.

i’m immersed into a daily life of responsibilities and obligations, trying to keep myself from drowning. always working, but seeing very little progress towards my goals, is the ultimate discouragement. and along the way, losing myself. forgetting who i am, and the core of everything i do. why am i going to school? why am i studying psy and soc? why am i youth leader? why do i make in effort to keep in contact with certain people? what is the foundation of my every motive?

what is this foundation you ask? goodness. justice, truth, change, love…

this week i realized that i have been missing myself. i’ve been neglecting the essence of me, and just doing things out of routine, not out of… love. i’ve been doing all these things out obligation, uttering complaints under my breath all day long, forgetting that i’m doing all these things, caring about all these people, for something… great.